As much as I do not want to discuss it

https://andavaart.newgrounds.com/

it is clear to mention the abuse I have been insulted by Andava an artist who is known to made Lessons Learned. Yes I had offical plans to make a picture of me fucking Darcy Redd in my girls fucked on bed series for pixiv however I will not be a slander or oppose him.

(sigh) I feel like sometimes this world makes no sense to me it just doesn’t add up how come he has a rivalry with me and he is not whom you think well maybe I didn’t choose wisely. I guess that is he knows my history but that was conspiracy. I do not know what he bestows on me but the incident is I don’t know why he literally hates me.

it has come to my attention he has constantly told me to fuck off countless times as an insult which I in terms was trying to help when he didn’t listen I had warned him the more his disgusting behaviour of telling me to fuck off he was going to get insulted back and I was right.

so I had to say insults in gmail at him as revenge for what he did to me like he should kill himself or such. I’m absolutely sick of being abused by Andava and I don’t ever want to see him again. Maybe if I’m his problem he should god damn withdrawal from being an artist if he doesn’t like it.

now yes you don’t like it when I insulted a cleaver artist I do love his work yes but that insult Andava said to fuck off is not okay behaviour i knew he would get it and yes I am being watched if I don’t stop sending insults I will get it back.

so I have decided to block all functions to Andava on Twitter. Pixiv. Baraag. Deviantart etc. I am tired of abuse and I’m constantly sick of it.

now the reason I’m mentioning it is it saddens me to the fact I have a fan fave Darcy Redd but he’s just being a dickhead about it.

Now I cannot make me fucking her in a pic for pixiv because of his incompetence.

notes to clarify

Look folks I’m not a bully and I never meant to insult people or others but he started it and that’s what’s he got for insults saying fuck off at me twice and I knew he would deserve it back for what he did at me he started the conflict so all blame should be taken at him.

yes I know it’s not okay to take oc’s and also insult I understand but to clarify I’m not a bully or a horrible man if those who like Andava I don’t care if you do that’s totally fine but the situation is just an issue I have a problem to deal with at the moment. Yes I like his works I am proud of that but not his behaviour yes originally he wasn’t like it until later so I assume he was in art community for too long.

hence he is just a grumpy git whom has done too much art and that’s also what’s our stress on him yes I can see how art puts stress on people I understand he maybe busy at works but you have to respect people and their decisions I had wanted to have my oc Huxley Pembleton marry Darcy Redd however and a love story.

as much as I hate being a cock.

if I was Andava and wrote Lessons Learned I would have done it my way and had Darcy and Hux go out dating and have sex and impregnate her and I would have had them continue relationship in series’s more or less if I was him I would do it my way not his way.

if I made that andaverse I would make him jealous and do his characters my way not his.

sorry folks I am being a dick but that’s my opinions.

also my sincere apologies to others who like him yes he is great I will admit it your right he is a very wonderful artist but he must not be a dick sometimes I understand but I will accept people’s rights on what they choose to believe so don’t ask or do angry emoji at me I will accept people and words of it yes I do understand the situation he does make like nice works I couldn’t do in my way.

but again he just needs to change behaviour toward me and some others he has hurt if you have been a bully of Andava just report it to police or probably just ignore block all functions or maybe just pay no attention to him. My best bet is stay away from Andava and pay no attention if he says fuck off at you. All I can say is if he is like that for some just keep away and don’t interact or look up at his level just keep away and it is nobodies problem to get involved I will tell you the truth just don’t engage or come crying to me if he insults you back.

I do not want to get involved in this drama this drama is not mine to get involved and I will not partake or talk about it that clears the case.

so just heat what I warn people just be mindful and don’t look up at his level. He is actually not who you think in real life either he is a drug addict or doing whore houses or probably doing something else. But I cannot accuse that to him I’m not saying no more like I don’t want to see him again I don’t ever want to speak of it again.

so I’m not speaking anymore about him this drama is not mine to get involved so no questions please.

and I wish it haven’t come to this so I’m not asking or getting involved with it.

And folks my apologies I know I should never make people angry if he is close or friend but yea it does suck because it’s just I cannot get it out my head. Unfortunately it does suck this world and yes I think it’s better safe to say he is not the artist for me.

I unfortunately think it can be unfair to people alike yes while it is not okay behaviour to demand art from him I will admit that I know that behaviour will not get people anywhere demanding yes I don’t always demand artists but this issue I have with him is just something I need to get out my head I have been haunted and I need to speak it to let it go.

I have been for the last several weeks been remembering it and it seems to just come back twice. I tried flashing a bright light to my eyes to erase memory’s it didnt quite work and it still their.

yea it’s best to forget the guy he is not worth it and just don’t look up to his level is my best worry fear.

that is all I want to say.